Life After Death
I would like to dedicate this page to my son Jamey. At the age of 24 he went back to God. What I am going to share with you is not his life after death, but my life after his death.
Being a Medium does not spare you in any way from the gut wrenching heartache a parent feels when they lose a child.
This is my story. I hope in some way by sharing this time in my life , healing can occur for you and me.
Within twenty four hours of his passing traumatic shock set in. I was is a deep state of shock for about three months. I can't really remember what happened in those three months, but I do know I sat at my kitchen window looking out for a good part of every day. I think I was searching for the feeling of his energy. Or maybe I was trying to go where he went. I'm not sure. I do know I spent many hours in the bathtub meditating, searching for him. After 3 months I had to return to work or lose my position there. I was emotionally immobilized but could not afford to lose my job on top of losing my son, so I returned to work. It was the type of work I had done all of my life so I went on auto pilot. As hours turned into days and days into months, time kept moving. For some reason I had a real issue with that.
I cried everyday for four and a half years. I wondered where all the tears came from as I must have used up all of the tears in my well. But grief tears I found out are different then normal tears. So fortunately, there are enough tears to accommodate my sorrow. There is no use in trying to rationalize the situation because this is the type of situation that has no rhyme or reason. We always try to process information mentally and there is no file in our brain where death fits. This is the type of situation that we are supposed to process spiritually. That's the only place it fits. To look at this situation and realize, his life was complete in this life cycle. He completed what he came here to do and then he left. He will reincarnate again just as we all do, and most likely he will reincarnate with the same familiar spirits in the next life, just as he did in his last life. Now that I can understand. It doesn't make it any easier on my heart (which is part of my physical self) but it does make sense to my spiritual being.
When people have a reading with a medium they are looking for answers. This is the greatest truth I can share.
Matthew 5.4 In the King James Version of the Bible the text reads:
Blessed are they that mourn: for they shall be comforted.
Being a Medium does not spare you in any way from the gut wrenching heartache a parent feels when they lose a child.
This is my story. I hope in some way by sharing this time in my life , healing can occur for you and me.
Within twenty four hours of his passing traumatic shock set in. I was is a deep state of shock for about three months. I can't really remember what happened in those three months, but I do know I sat at my kitchen window looking out for a good part of every day. I think I was searching for the feeling of his energy. Or maybe I was trying to go where he went. I'm not sure. I do know I spent many hours in the bathtub meditating, searching for him. After 3 months I had to return to work or lose my position there. I was emotionally immobilized but could not afford to lose my job on top of losing my son, so I returned to work. It was the type of work I had done all of my life so I went on auto pilot. As hours turned into days and days into months, time kept moving. For some reason I had a real issue with that.
I cried everyday for four and a half years. I wondered where all the tears came from as I must have used up all of the tears in my well. But grief tears I found out are different then normal tears. So fortunately, there are enough tears to accommodate my sorrow. There is no use in trying to rationalize the situation because this is the type of situation that has no rhyme or reason. We always try to process information mentally and there is no file in our brain where death fits. This is the type of situation that we are supposed to process spiritually. That's the only place it fits. To look at this situation and realize, his life was complete in this life cycle. He completed what he came here to do and then he left. He will reincarnate again just as we all do, and most likely he will reincarnate with the same familiar spirits in the next life, just as he did in his last life. Now that I can understand. It doesn't make it any easier on my heart (which is part of my physical self) but it does make sense to my spiritual being.
When people have a reading with a medium they are looking for answers. This is the greatest truth I can share.
Matthew 5.4 In the King James Version of the Bible the text reads:
Blessed are they that mourn: for they shall be comforted.
